Iiiiiii feel so light
I am listening to “tonight and the rest of my life” by Nina Gordon and Iiiiiii feel so light. I am simply floating right now… sitting down is so much easier than treading water constantly fighting to keep yourself afloat and alert as little moonbeam bodied creatures yell and scream and toss a yellow sphere around in the attempt to launch it past you into it’s rightful resting place the steel cage in which I make my home… for those of you not understanding I was describing waterpolo practice… I am so tired and every muscle is sore… but now i have so much muscle that can be sore… a trendy trade-off. Sometimes I wonder if the strength I have aquired is worth the hell I pay for it but then I think of the game and I fall into a zone, a deep bliss where it is just me and that ball… wait… watch… lunge… block… pass… and watch again… I love the feeling of putting my self between someones well aimed shot and it’s final destination.
Sabrok - The Brick Wall